in my real life that demand too much.
I won’t give you anymore. Because if I stretch you a finger you take all my hand, and that because of you I have to change things I don’t want to change, and because you never give it back. And I won’t change the path I wanna walk on just because of YOU, and I’m gonna walk it MY way, jumping and screaming and doin like ME.
keep repeating in my mind some shitty music my classmates played at school. Get it off of my head x_x !
Like every visual kei/jrock fan I wanted a suited visual kei haircut. Because rednecks don’t like it, and because I can easily be recognized by other fans, and because at japanese conventions those with fancy hair look up on me ( or are afraid of my childish appearance, one of the two). Anyways, since almost 3 years ago I’m cutting my hair at the salon and was showing them pictures and explaining and no one could cut me short layers so I decided to try on my own. I searched over the internet for tips and I found only 2 youtube videos good enough for visual or japanese hair ( see the bottom of the post). Now , for my try, I tried to do layers with the trimming scissors (yes, i am a noob), obviously that didn’t work, at least it trimmed my hair cuz its very thick tough I dont really know if I overdid it or not, it looks normal but it feels more lighter and has some hairs stiching out ( told ya I overdid it). Now I learned that for Layers you have to use a normal pair of scissors, I tried it and it worked ( see the second video, pink fringe girl one).
I bought some special hair scissors from a little cosmetics boutique
the picture is not mine cuz i forgot to photograph them but they look the same as here.
The decision of cutting my own hair is quite thrilling but releaving because I can look however I want unless I mess up lol. With patience and care everyone can do it. I’m writing this post because it is very hard to find information on cutting visual key hair, and of course I am sure I didnt cover all up in this one post, so if you have any questions you can ask me tough i’m not really a pro .
here are the two amazing videos that helped
doesn’t like my makeup idea but wears it
wears clothes similar to mine
steals my boyfriends
uses elements from my drawings in her drawings
has the same art materials like I do
leaves me behind when we meet with her other bff
gossips her other bff when she is with me
everything annoys her
she drags me into bad situations then says it’s not her business
And there are even more. Overall, she’s a bitchy s*ut
Today, when she asked me about the guy I like I almost cracked. If tomorrow happens again I’ll probably kill thah bitch. She always seeks attention, falls off of her chair on purpose, screams when she dirties her hands with pencil. I came to the conclusion that she became my friend because I was liked by other people, and now I am not anymore since she’s my friend. I guess I kind of forgot about all the other people surrounding me. I have to get out of this “friendship” before it destroys me. I experienced something similar some time ago and I had to find the strength to let go because I was literally felling like a walking shit, she made me believe I was so ugly and stupid I wasn’t deserving to walk on earth. Now I’m gonna beat it before it comes to this.
ewww get a real handkerchief